I'm feeling very depressed at the moment and I just was brought to the
conclusion, by my friend, that I am only attracted to mean guys because of
previous relationships. It is not a very comforting thought and I needed
to get it out.

This is still a work in progress, so suggestions and criticism is welcome
and appreciated.

Tease me, beat me,
Just don't leave me.
I can't be alone,
Despair consumes me.

Use me, abuse me,
But don't refuse me.
I need your touch,
On my skin to infuse me.

Hate me, loathe me,
But pretend that you love me.
I need your warmth,
As I need you control me.

Take me, rape me,
But never see me.
Blind to my needs,
I can never escape me.

~Courtney~