Here in this darkness
That torchers me each day
Makes me want to lay the blade
Against my skin and make these cuts
But made the decision to try to stop
I hate it and I want it to go away
It'll always be there
There's no end
Here in this darkness I will always stay
I want to end it
There's only one way
To take my own life one day
While I'll lay in eternal sleep
With no one to care
Or even dare to bring me back in this darkness
That I truly hate.