Break down and cry.

Looking though your eyes
Those skinny chocolate fearful blown eyes
Thinking that is the last time I'll ever see you again
Looking at your body checking every bit of it out
Slowly going up I stopped at your cherry soft smoothly lips
Letting a tear go I thought about how much I would miss you
The thoughts of you moving on
Made me doubt what my life would be without you
Without Looking or breathing the same peaceful air as you
Painfully
Emotional
Fearful
Sadness
Depressed
As the last few seconds of having you here by my side was going by
extremely fast
Staring at every single move
The time had come to say goodbye
I stood up to get ready
My heart beating faster then ever
My heart and feeling betrayed me
I broke down in tears
All type of feeling came to me
Feelings I didn't comprehend
Fearful
Nervous
Desperately
Hopeless
I ran out of class
Desperately sparely my tears around the halls
Punching and hinting the walls
Hurting my self.
Walking with my friends
I saw him walking towards his car
Voices in my head told me to say goodbye
But my fearful unconformable heart
Back off.
As the moment he got in the car
I lost strength and felt destroy
Tears came down my cheers like rain come down the sky
I broke down and cry desperately.

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