Torn

Part of me
Wants to scream at you
Desires to hurt you
Wishes you misery

But the other part
Wants to befriend you
Desires to forgive you
Wishes you all the happiness in the world

I cannot decide
How I really feel for you
What I want to do with you
How I want you to feel

I'm torn between
Anger and love
Revenge and forgiveness
Pain and joy

I'm so torn
And so heart-broken
I can't take it anymore
Screw you and revenge

*The only real end to this pain
Is the ultimate decision
The ultimate end
No more feelings ever*

A/N: I like the poem but I thought it need a better end so I added the star
part. not sure about it either though!