It's too late….

I don't know why I feel this way

Like I'm entirely so alone

I remember the days I was happy

Until I turned it all around

I lost control of my emotions

And hurt too many, I know

I wish I could make it up to you

But I think it's too late now….

I'm much too late to say I'm sorry

To take away the pain

I wish it could have been different

I wish I'd known what to say

I wish you nothing but happiness

And I know you want the same

But I think I've screwed up for real this time

And now I'm out in the cold

It's the same old same, like yesterday

I know should feel different

But now I see all my mistakes

All too clear, now that you're gone

I tried so hard to make it right

But all ended up in vain

I wish I could make it up to you

But I think it's too late now….

I'm much too late to say I'm sorry

To take away the pain

I wish it could have been different

I wish I'd known what to say

I wish you nothing but happiness

And I know you want the same

But I think I've screwed up for real this time

And now I'm out in the cold

To say I was so sorry

Does not make it right

It does not take back the things I've done

Things I've said, I've thought

You've moved on, now, away from me

I've lost my final friend

I believe so much the end is near

The beginning of a lonely night

I'm much too late to say I'm sorry

To take away the pain

I wish it could have been different

I wish I'd known what to say

I wish you nothing but happiness

And I know you want the same

But I think I've screwed up for real this time

And now I'm out in the cold

I wish I could've made a difference

I wish I could've let you know

You mean so much to me, I swear

You're my world, my life, my love

I took you all for granted

And gave you all this pain

I'm the biggest idiot you'll come to know

And I know it's all my fault

If you could ever come to forgive me

It'd be God's only grace

To save me from living this Hell

And loosing the entire race.

I'm much too late to say I'm sorry

To take away the pain

I wish it could have been different

I wish I'd known what to say

I wish you nothing but happiness

And I know you want the same

But I think I've screwed up for real this time

And now I'm out in the cold

I wish I could tell you now

I wish I could let you see

You meant so much while you were there

But I let the light blind me

All I can say is I wish you well

And that you're days will long be lived

I hope you'll understand when I'm gone

I'm just a stop in what we call life.