I'M STILL HERE
People laugh, play, and joke,
I'm here, stuck, no hope.
Empty, betrayed, wondrous,
Left, stuck, lost.
Nothing's inside,
Everyone's outside.
No one's understanding,
No one can understand me.
I'm complicated, aggravated,
And I've contemplated.
I still do nothing, feel nothing,
I can't feel anything.
I need help, but none's there,
I need help, but no one cares.
If there ever was a void, it got bigger,
My stomach turns, and empties, and shivers.
Friends, acquaintances, family,
They can look, but they cannot see.
No sight for the way I feel,
I must be alone to learn to heal.
Feel this, hear this, be this,
Because I am here for that's all there is.