I gotta pretend to be who im not
To even get one alone shot
I feel invisible when people are around.
I try to talk yet they hear no sound.
I wave my hands..
trying to get their attention.
But there's still this transparent wall of some kind of prevention.
Im so mixed up.
So confound in life.
Trying to live
Trying to learn how to survive.
My spirits so heated.
My heart is on fire.
I have lost that inter desire.
To move on. To fly hirer and hirer.

although a part of me is missing.
And mentally on fire.