Im Lost
im lost in my emotions

my dad keeps tellin me im gonna fail..
im so full of of this feeling of wail..

my head keeps pounding like its the nail...
lifes the hammer...lifes not rite....

i struggle yet i put up a fight...what for..

why strive to survive...

what for?..something inside of me
says not to quit .. but on the outside it

shows im not fit... forget it..

end this now...if only... and how?

words kill me .. yet i here no sound....

its all in my mind.... but no where...
just stashed behind...

its useless to try to find...
all these messages r so anti-kind.

i so wish i could find an inter peace...

yet no where,
i can find the button to release.