Why do I kid myself?
I know that this won't work,
No matter how I love you,
I'll only just get hurt.

Why do I continue on?
When there is no hope for us,
No matter how much you love me,
I'm afraid it's only lust.

Why do I subjects myself?
To carry on like this,
I'd like to feel special,
My one and only wish.

Why do I love you so?
When crying will be the end,
I know that we shant last,
We should have just stayed friends.

Why do I always let go?
On what I truly desire,
I'm sorry if I hurt you,
But my heart feels like fire.

Why do I cry?
Although I know it's best,
I'm sure I do love you,
But you hurt me like the rest.

By Siobhan
Date: 12/March/2004