Enemy

I watch your gray eyes flare

You never change

Even in the rare embrace

You never change

You hate me

I watch you every day

You never look back

Somehow, I can't stop staring

You never look back

You ignore me

Every night I dream and remember

You were so beautiful

Every night I wish you were here

You were so beautiful

You gave me this scar

Some days I wonder how and why

You deny "us"

I know you'll never let him go

You deny "us"

You're ashamed of me

I long for you to comfort my tears

You caused them

I know you'll never hold me again

You caused them

To shun me

Someone called last night

I knew it was you

You told me you were alone

I knew it was you

But I didn't understand why

Why did I wait for you to come back?

You never would

I waited for you to be "good" again

You never would

And I just waited…why…

I'm ashamed of letting you hold me

You could kill me

I hate myself for letting you see me cry

You could kill me

So why am I still here?

I still keep watching you, wishing

You loved me

Remembering a time when I thought

You loved me

And living in a memory