I Thought

I don't know anymore, I don't know if I ever did..

I thought I did, but now I don't.

I thought I was in control,

I thought I knew who I was.

I thought I could be saved.

I thought I was special,

I thought I was different,

I thought I would get a bit of respect,

I thought someone out there would understand.

I don't bother thinking anymore.