Pushed to the edge
Nowhere to go
And all my friends
I want to know
The pain inside
You left me out
Reasons to live
All left in doubt
There's nothing left
But anger now
Said you loved me
But I ask how?
Just go away
I thought you knew
That I always
Really hated you
So here I stand
Darkness with me
My suicide for all to see.
I fading fast
All hope is gone
Just listen once
To my last song
You never saw
You never heard
The thoughts inside
They seem absurd
But now you know
And it's too late
As I embrace
Feelings of hate
My anger swells
From deep inside
Forgotten scars
I cannot hide
And all this time
I've sucked it in
I will explode
In awful sin
Don't ever trust
The quiet few
They fall apart
And so will you.
I'm at the top
Ready to fall
As tears come down
I hear you call
The gun is cocked
And in my hand
So much for the
Quote Promised Land
I see your face
And you see mine
A quick hello
I'm out of line
You sense my fear
And take a step
The only move
You will regret
You scream in fright
But I don't care
My finger slips
As you just stare
It's over now
The bullets through
But now I wish
You never knew.
Left In the dark
I want to be
Away from here
A memory
So all that's left
Nothing at all
Just left alone
My great downfall
You left me out
Out in the cold
And all this pain
Is getting old
But it's okay
I do not care
Back in the light
I do not dare
It's over now
All this I know
The pain inside
Will start to show
And slowly as
I disappear
My angry voice
You'll never hear
Left in the dark
My destiny
I want to be
A memory.
You leave me out
Then question me
You're screwing with
My sanity
You push me out
But you don't see
You're causing my
Insanity
I'm falling fast
The end in sight
Afraid this will
Be my last night
I'll say goodbye
Then shed a tear
My fading voice
You just don't hear
Now I wonder
Why I gave in
You murdered me
I let you win
So one last breathe
I have in me
I let it go
For you to see.