Still Here

I can't tell you
All the secrets of my life
You'll never believe me
And just feel terrified

I've been through hell and back
Yet I'm still here (for now)

I can't explain to you
The emotions I have locked inside
They are black and sinister
You'll want to run and hide

I've been through hell and back
Yet I'm still here (for now)

I can never share
My story with anyone
I can't tell them how it's truly been
Without sparking hate in them

All I can tell you is

I've been through hell and back
Yet I'm still here (for now anyway)

A/N: written to the phrase "I shouldn't tell anyone this, but."