Happy new year

Another year past

A year of regrets

Of memories

And pain to look back on

And pretend it was alright

The year was not kind

But harsh

And it left me alone

It brought me helplessness

And agony to bring me to my knees

I wished for time to go past

I wept bitter tears

As I missed opportunities

And made mistakes

I should have learned from them long ago

And I smashed a million things I could have been

Into a million pieces

But I did not care that

This was my one chance

It was my dream

For everything to be over

Because I believed that

Next year

Things would be different

Happy new year

What a joke