Not Caring

You say that you don't care and i find that you're lying
You say that you loved me but I find that you're dying
Dying with jealousy and bitterness and hate
Dying because you were just too late.
Blaming yourself for thinking you were never good enough
I'm sorry that I don't love you but life is tough
We never get what we want
But it's complicated when we have to deal with taunt
Lies and cheating Despisicion and ruined friendships
You say you love me as something more, but I love you like a bro a kinship
Time will pass n then maybe u wont hate me
But you got to leave me be
Jealousy is horrible it causes plenty bad things
I'm not an angel ain't got no wings
I can't make myself love u
I can't make myself care
I cant make myself spend time wishing u were there
So please don't be mad at me because I don't love you
Just get a life n realize that I have feelings too