Never having,

Ever wanting,

Wanting it but never getting.

Always wishing,

Often sighing,

For a life worth living.

Time I'm buying,

If not for trying,

For me to stop,

Stop denying life.

I suppose I'm guessing,

Not quite expressing,

How I really feel.

I don't like hiding,

My time I'm biding,

Like a jail,

I am trapped.

If only lying,

Would end my crying,

I would be forever grateful,

Except lying isn't quite easy.