they knew the sun brightens all
but there was unsureness of
'is it good and happy and useful' or
'is it trying to burn everything in it's anger' but
i think it doesn't matter- why sit around
thinking all the time, always wondering about
every little thing and so i wanted to ask them,
do you ever answer your questions? and if you do, do you
feel satisfied and sit back and enjoy life again because
i wonder if maybe you should just shrug and say oh
well life goes on no matter what and maybe you should
lie in the grass with itchy tickled bare legs (is everyone allergic to grass?)
and sit in the ocean, waist high until it almost knocks you
over, ready to drown and ready to close your eyes and then i wondered
would it be then that you would want somebody close
or would be it then that you would most wish to be alone?
(or perhaps you might want to be so fortunate as to find someone
that you can be alone with) and i asked them is this when something occurs
to break your moment and you must close your mind to
the beauty until next we meet, my dear friend, or do
you manage to break it yourself and how so? and tell
me which one encapsulates the beauty more, if the
beauty can even be encapsulated; then i asked if i
should find someone i can run away with- could we find
somewhere in our minds; some common ground to step
upon, to kiss and dance but don't forget that the kiss is where
the life is but don't forget that the dance is where the life
is and don't forget- don't forget- remember this, remember me,
take into consideration, allow yourself room, laugh when you must,
don't laugh just because, but cry just because, but don't cry
when you must for that is weak- and in reality don't they realize...?

to cry when they say that 'to cry is to be weak' is to be strong.

the sun is not smiling or plotting or brightening cheerfully or trying to burn through your hearts;
it is a ball of fire.
when you ask yourself so many questions that you can't breathe
then you accomplish nothing.
when you stop then you're stopped. it's good to stop, i think.
if you have a moment then you have a moment if you even know what a 'moment' is
and if you do know well then enjoy it and smile and that's all.
it may be broken or you may break it but everything, good or bad, must end eventually.
and i can't answer my own questions all the time. i keep saying
if you're confused then you're confused so just babble till you're done
and then sleep. you can take that as a metaphor if you please;
but i think it's good to remember...

to cry when they say that 'to cry is to be weak' is to be strong.

i wonder who i shall bathe with my dreams?
who i shall finally finally finally...

there is no finality.