Fucking My Insides

I wish I never bled,
I wish you never saw my insides.
I wish you never touched me the way you did.
you made me bleed...
and it was ecstasy.
I couldn't feel you then,
but i clearly remember you these days.
i wish you hadn't fed me the blood (/fluids) from your body.
i never meant for you to see me like this,
imperfect as we become one,
our hearts beat the same,
our thoughts,
but when we come out of that timeless world,
you can't hear me scream.

----Which sounds better:
"i wish you hadn't fed me the fluids from your body..."
or
"i wish you hadn't fed me the blood from your body..."

PLEASE TELL ME!!!!---------