Questions to Self and Others
4~6~04
Where am I going really?
I thought I was alive for you
To be the every thought you think
To have my heart for yours to take
Not just a toy you had, but broke
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Why am I always to blame?
Using me as an excuse
There is no reason for accusations
Don't tell me it was totally my fault
You're the one who said it was right
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How was I to know you'd lie?
'Always', I thought, meant forever
Not just a time til you found someone else
Promises are to be kept, you told me
But you knew you wouldn't keep them
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When were you going to tell me?
It came so suddenly, I wasn't ready
Never did I think it would be just like that
Especially when you said you loved me
I guess it was to sharpen the blade one last time
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Why would you do this to me?