Questions to Self and Others
Where am I going really?
I thought I was alive for you
To be the every thought you think
To have my heart for yours to take
Not just a toy you had, but broke
Why am I always to blame?
Using me as an excuse
There is no reason for accusations
Don't tell me it was totally my fault
You're the one who said it was right
How was I to know you'd lie?
'Always', I thought, meant forever
Not just a time til you found someone else
Promises are to be kept, you told me
But you knew you wouldn't keep them
When were you going to tell me?
It came so suddenly, I wasn't ready
Never did I think it would be just like that
Especially when you said you loved me
I guess it was to sharpen the blade one last time
Why would you do this to me?