is a leather patch
Do I need you anymore?
little boy with made me feel like a woman
steel and strong
are you gone?
Have you vanished
within the wind
that moves my life along
on this spectrum.
on the edge of a lowering parapet
lacing their merciless ideas to my flesh.
The world seemed so quiet when I was a child.
Every thing was clear when I meet you.
I was your spit fire angel
safely concealed beneath my idea of you
until the breeze brought you to your own path.
Its road to narrow and step for me to follow close behind.
My fiery fingertips put out in your absence.
You needed no key to enter my heart
just the right words
and come hither stare
all along the backdrop of a candy coded bedroom with red roses surfacing from the uneven distance of me to you.
The door was open
but you are neither here
or behind that door.
If I could see you again
I don't know what I would say!
"Leave, I never want to see you again!"
"Come back to me!"
The world is so noisy now
that its just me standing along the edge
everyone's words bursting at the seems of my soul.
Everyone's taunts ripping away my need for love
everyone's cruelty burning the peace out of me.
If I were to see you again
I'd take you in my arms
and kiss you.
I know that I would have to walk away.