It's the night before Easter
And all through the house
Not a single egg is being hidden.
Though the holiday is close.
It's odd, how tradition disappears
When a family is confronted
With financial fears.
Money seems to make
The world go 'round
To some.
Like my father.
We aren't even really
That poor, but
He insists that we save
Every penny.
I suppose it's for the better
In the end.
But still...the house seems
Stagnant.
I grew up with the home
Transforming as the year
Slipped by
With every holiday
But now I fear
That the loss of my father's job
Has frozen the home
To be covered in the dust and loam
Always waiting
For those children
To come stomping
Down
The
Stairs,
Baskets in hand
Searching
Over
and
Under
In Front of and Behind
Snatching eggs from
A sibling's basket
As they search elsewhere
The house isn't _really_ decorated
That time of year
But everything feels hidden
Holding a secret
Like M&Ms or snickers
Or maybe the Grand Chocolate Bunny
Or maybe opening presents
At the end of the year
Scattering
The Paper
Every
Which
Way
And sqeeeeeeeealing in delight
As they uncover
Some Lego set or Power Ranger
(My parents never really let me
Grow up with video games)
The house is covered in
Red and green that time
Not on the outside
(We're too far from the road
To display lights outside)
But inside...inside
It feels like a natural Christmas
With pine needle garland
And red felt bows
And a tree that rivals
(at least as far as these little kids are concerned)
The Big One in New York.
But none of that now.
Nothing
Nada
Zilch.
No celebration
No recognition
Hardly even the religious
Translation of the holiday
Make it through the
Oppressive
Frugality
That holds the house
In the folds of time.
But a penny saved
Is a penny earned
Should I be thankful?