Behind these blocks I hold my pain.
No one must know that I go insane.
Screams of horror and bloodshed reap,
As my soul falls into Hell so deep.

Crimson paves these walls of terror
From murders that left no room for error.
I'm losing my mind from all this slaughter,
Fuck you Dad here comes your daughter.

Hit me again if you only dare.
You and Mom better beware.
I'm tired of your constant abuse,
So run like Hell, my insanity's loose.

Hey mom remember your old boyfriend?
You know the one who would play pretend.
He told you he didn't so you took it lightly
When I confessed that he raped me nightly.

I don't care anymore if they lock me away.
I'm leaving my insanity out on display.
Every time you ask what if you were dead
Wistfully my lips will make a smile spread.

Thoughts of your blood painted thickly on a wall
Give me satisfaction, though only small the enthral.
I want to taste the metallic liquid that flows in your veins.
I want to get my revenge for all of these pains.

Slowly and sickly I'll rip out your heart
Then I'll viciously enjoy ripping you apart.
You beat, raped, and broke me inside and out,
So now I'm fucked up without a doubt.

Now I get my revenge to make you cringe.
Somebody fucking give me a syringe.
I want to fill you the hate you created.
Inject you with my pain to keep you sedated.

I want to fuck with you like you did me.
Fuck you and your views of society!
You had no right to do this to me every night.
God damn you all, I'll never be alright!

I'm losing my mind and you're going with it.
I don't care, can't you get it!
For all the shit you've done to me
I'm going to make your life my plea.

Kill my fucking insanity.