Hormonal

The sky is orange and red
The world, it hurts my head
I need something to hold
I starve and yet I'm fed
I live and yet I'm dead
I need someone to mould
Into myself
A perfect self
With no tears and flaws
Just sharp teeth and claws
So that someone so mild
Could go and live in the wild
.
The sky is dark and grey
The pain won't go away
Fear will always see me
I leave and yet I stay
I work and yet I play
I will always agree
With a young mind
Not an old mind
Like me they would think
As they start to sink
Right straight under my tears
Always watched by my fears
.
The sky is blue and clear
My head, it starts to sneer
It's like I am morphing
I smile and yet I tear
I'm calm and yet I fear
I'm no longer dwarfing
I'm growing tall
But feeling small
We've waved our goodbye
We've had a good cry
You just had to leave me
And soon why you will see