Whenever
© battousai24

Whenever I try to think about dying
Something always tries to stop
The train of thoughts in my head

Whenever I try to kill myself
Someone always tries to stop me
From the occurences in my head

And whenever I try to do something
Something always happens
And whenever I try to be myself
Someone always comes and stops me
Whenever I try to think
Whenever I try to speak
It suddenly stops...
Then goes

Whenever I try to do something
Something always gets in the way
Of my thinking in my head

Whenever I try and wish or dream something
Someone always gets in the way
Of my thinking in my head

And whenever I try to do something
Something always happens
And whenever I try to be myself
Someone always comes and stops me
Whenever I try to think
Whenever I try to speak
It suddenly stops...
Then goes

Whenever I attempt
Attempt to dream
Attempt to reach
Attempt to be me
I always get stopped
No matter what I do
Whenever I attempt to try
I suddenly stop and slip away

Whenever I try to do something
Something always happens
And whenever I try to be myself
Someone always comes and stops me
Whenever I try to think
Whenever I try to speak
It suddenly stops...
Then goes