In My Dreams (2nd Mix 2004)

A/N: In the 2nd mix, I added a few things. A few words to make it sound better, a few curses that I've been feeling. This is fueled by the same fire that Barriers was forged from.

Life's blood flowing free
from my veins
I know that you cannot see
all my pains
Even though my wrists aren't cut
I wish they were
I won't let them burn my butt
for some stupid little girl

CHORUS:
All the things I wish I'd done
they burn me up; I have no fun
The life that I should have to live
becomes another; nothing to give
In comes my only source of life
yet through my heart I only see strife
yet in my burning pain I see
you, in my dreams, with me

I loved you more than confection
and this, as much, is true
But you didn't return my affection
and thus, I feel so goddamn blue
I know that rhyme sucked ass; I wrote it
these little things are clear
But I shouldn't have to feel this shit
As if I should not even be here

All the things I wish I'd done
they burn me up; I have no fun
The life that I should have to live
becomes another; nothing to give
In comes my only source of life
yet through my heart I only see strife
yet in my burning pain I see
you, in my dreams, with me

In all of life there's only pain
and pain don't bring no fuckin' gain
but through all of the fancy toys
my freestylin', it brings me joy
I look at the one thing no one sees
the inside of my eyelids, they obsolete
all I see is you and me
but y'all been seein' a different scene

All the things I wish I'd done
they burn me up; I have no fun
The life that I should have to live
becomes another; nothing to give
In comes my only source of life
yet through my heart I only see strife
yet in my burning pain I see
you, in my dreams, with me