My Suicide

There are not enough candy kisses
To wake me up from the reality
To induce a coma of fantasy
Out of my nightmare life

There are not enough logical reasons
For me to comprehend
Anything life throws at me
Or the pain that was dealt to me

There are not enough valid purposes
For me to keep up this charade
All I want to do is build up
Under this foundation of lies

There are not enough sorrowing cries
For me to echo out for sympathy
Not enough places to hide
For me to seek refuge

So while the darkness calls my name
I pay my debts
With each droplet of blood
I respond to the voice
And let go of all I have left behind.