I remember the day-
A light sprinkle of rain,
My muddy flesh,
Your sweet, older smile.

Months passed before we met again,
Where we now both call home.
Weeks passed before I could speak,
To the boy who caught my eye.

Florescent lights bearing down upon us-
Our laughter bouncing off of sky blue walls.
We knocked our dirty Converse together,
Freeing them from the dirt of our sins.

Late at night I found myself,
In the closet you call 'home'.
Sitting on the mattress on the floor,
Our lips touched not-so-innocently.

A kiss never tasted so sweet.
Seductive sensations flooded my veins.
Your strong body melted into mine,
Creating one.

Never once did my hand fall,
Without your hand upon it.
I watched you drift into fantasy-
I fell asleep to your breathing.

Your words paralyzed my mind-
I thought only of you.
Your smile made my day-
I felt only you.

Weeks passed before I saw you again,
Where we now both call home.
Months passed before I could talk speak,
To the boy who gave me life.

Night fell around us,
Cold air brought us closer.
Five words tore at your heart-
I had made a mistake.

Memories sink down upon us-
Pure silence stills the air between us.
We beat our dirty Converse against the ground,
Freeing them from the dirt of our sins.