What to do
Where to die
I cannot decide
Life is a struggle
Not worth living
Cannot survive
The time has come
The window shattered
Either to jump
Or to cut with the shard
The shard would be easier
But filled with more pain
More time to remember
That one forgotten name
Jump through the shattered glass
Land on the ground
Pavement or dirt
Both will kill
Cannot decide
Cannot survive
Living with a nightmare
So many poems before
Pushed me into depression
Trying to get out
Scratching and my veins
Clawing at my neck
Breathing struggle
Bleeding struggle
Dieing within myself
Breaking out
Tonight is my last night
These breaths are my last breaths
These beats are the last of many