Whirlpool

The sun goes down,
I can no longer feel sunshine,
I slowly drown,
I'm trying to end my lifeline.
(((
It's like a thunderstorm
Dying to be free,
It's like a tornado on the
Inside of me,
It's like a sandstorm drying
Up my soul,
It's like a whirlpool that
Takes control.
(((
Looking in the mirror is
Something I try to avoid,
It only damages a soul
That's already destroyed,
I can't remember last time
When I was found smiling,
Now even my nightmares
Revolve around my crying.
(((
There are too many reasons
Why I wish to die,
Feels like the only adventure
Left is to jump and fly,
There are so many negative
Things that get me down,
Now these spinning thoughts
Pull me lower to drown.
(((
It's like a thunderstorm
Dying to be free,
It's like a tornado on the
Inside of me,
It's like a sandstorm drying
Up my soul,
It's like a whirlpool that
Takes control.
(((
What to live for is what
I ask myself in sleep,
All the spinning emotions
Only pull me in so deep,
I tried and failed to find
A better life or way,
Maybe I'll feel better
If I just died today.
(((
The sight of my own body
Sends me into convulsions,
Killing myself all the faster
Is the only stimulation,
I sit and cry about myself
As I pathetically drool,
And I'm pulled farther and
Deeper into the whirlpool.
(((
The sun goes down.
I can no longer feel sunshine,
I slowly drown.
I'm trying to end my lifeline.
(((
It's like a tornado on the
Inside of me,
It's like a thunderstorm
Dying to be free,
It's like a sandstorm drying
Up my soul,
It's like a whirlpool that
Takes control.