Glow-in-the-Dark Frays

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If you don't know me, don't assume I'm suicidal just from reading this. And if you do know me, don't assume I'm not.
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Once again I find myself sketching her.
It's a bad sketch, but she was ugly anyway.
...She should have been killed, before she turned into me...
Now I've done all this damage...
But it's never too late.

And I'm thinking...
This glittering, sharp knife...is quite appealing.
...And I dream of blood, staining her picture...
I dream of drowning her in red
If I cut deeper...