I think I'm kind and caring toward my friends.

Am I really?
Maybe I'm not.

Sometimes I do things without realizing the effects they have on others.
How can I ever be forgiven?
I'm insensitive in almost every way and entirely selfish.
To her, I'm now the enemy.

Obligations have been torn and I didn't even notice.
Nothing can repair the love she lost, the love I stole from her.

Thoughts cloud my mind,
Hammering me into despair and regret.
Explaining to her isn't an option.

Gloom is all around me.
Rambling voices fill my head.
Obscene are my actions.
Unforgivable are my bad decisions.
No one can help me escape this maze of emotion.
Desperation and sorrow are my only companions.