By: Jewel Krystal
Today, I thought of you like any other day;
but today, I thought of you even more because
I realize how much I miss you.
I think about the days we used to just hang and
Though we played very childishly, I still was happy
because it erased the hurt that was inside of my heart
that stayed hidden for so long.
The other day, you said I hurt you by doing that.
I still don't fully understand how you felt about it.
If you would have told me these things, we could've
talked about it.
I hurt a little from the fact that you have me thinking that
I can't be trusted.
Even if that isn't the case, I still feel that way.
All and still, I miss you a lot.
Thoughts you cloud my head everyday as I lay in my bed.
Only if you knew my every last thought.
Maybe you'd have a change of heart.
Even though you're not my boyfriend, you're still my cookie
baby; so sweet and gentle to me, even when you shouldn't be.
Today for me has changed since now.
All of my thoughts for you in words explaining everything.
Now that you know what I know, maybe we could understand
each other more instead of being at each other's throats.