Another Night

I look around and wonder
Why me?
Why now?
I never wished for this to happen
But, it happened anyway
I watch the hearts break
I try to ignore their pain
I try to fake a smile
But, I know the truth
They know
I am not alone
I'm not being myself
I am lying
I hide in my corner
I silently scream my pain
I rock back and forth again
My tears never come
I have to cry
I need to cry
I want to cry
I cause my tears to fall
They drip down to the floor
My arms remain stained
A smile betrays my pain
I rise from my corner
I walk out of the room
Another night has passed
Another day to overcome