I never had you,
Our love was a mirage,
The closer I came to it,
The love would disappear,
I still loved you,
No matter how impossible my goal was,
I needed you,
For more than love,
I needed a friend, a companion,
But I got you,
A person, not a boy, but so far from a man,
Incapable to fully realize the way I would love you,
I am afraid to ask why,
To look into your eyes and see all the reasons,
Why my plans of our future,
Are now left in my tears,