What would you do, I wonder

If I told you that I loved you

Would you drop dead

Right on the spot?

Or would you laugh

And shake your head at me

Mocking my bad joke

Casting your arm around my shoulder

And giving it a friendly squeeze

Or would you kiss me passionately?

Swearing to me your Eternal Love?

Or would you walk away in utter disgust?

I would like to know

Soon

Or maybe later

I still have time, right?

To dream of my confession

To dream of your reaction

To dream, to dream, to dream!

I can dream, can't I?

After all, it's all I can do

Staying here

Across from you

Staring at your smiling face

Do you know, secretly?

Or are you in oblivion?

But I am content

Staying here

Dreaming of you

Dreaming of you

It hurts sometimes

Watching you

Seeing you there

Laughing, like nothing's wrong

Maybe I imagined those looks

Maybe I imagined those smiles

Maybe I imagined you

Maybe I've gone crazy

Lock me up in a padded cell

I'll still pace around

Hands behind my back

Muttering, mumbling

I wonder what will happen?

I wonder what you'll do?

I wonder what you'll say?

I wonder . . .

Throw me into the ocean

And I'll still wonder

Coughing up water,

Trying to breathe,

I wonder what will happen?

I wonder what you'll do?

I wonder what you'll say?

I wonder . . .

Push me in front of you

And I'll freeze

My mind will go blank with fear

What am I so afraid of?

It's just you!

It's just you

Just you

And then you smile and wave

Walking away

And I wonder again

I wonder what would've happened?

I wonder what you would've done?

I wonder what you would've said?

I wonder if I'll ever stop

Crying into my pillow

Wondering about my dreams

I'm right here, you fool!

Right in front of you!

Can't you see me?

Can't you feel me?

Can't you ever, ever love me?