Lately I've been down,
Everyone is talking.

I say one thing and then they start their game,
Instantaneously.

They gossip,
And rumors spread like wild fire.

They hear me deny their lies.
They see how hurt I am.
Yet they still continue to ridicule me.

Why do they do it?
What pleasure does it bring them?

What if "she" finds out?
How could I forgive myself?

All these things are too much for me.
My mind is trapped in vertigo.

No matter what I do or say,
What I did is there.

No use trying to forget.
No use trying to hide.

Nothing I can say will fix this.

It will remain.