What have I done my friend

Crushed your heart like it meant nothing

Oh god, where did this go wrong

Why was I such a hypocrite?

I loved you dearly my prince

But I don't deserve you

I hate what I've become

A hypocrite, a betrayer of trust.

Oh cursed feelings leave me be

Let me sleep tonight

Let me lie in this bed of thorns

The reminder of my deed.

My pillow is soaked with tears

Shed in horror at what I did

Black mascara lines bisect my face

I'm drowning in my sorrow.

To reverse time, I would give up everything

Bur for fear of repeating the deed

You say we are still friends

But how can I forgive myself?

The answer is I can't.