What have I done my friend
Crushed your heart like it meant nothing
Oh god, where did this go wrong
Why was I such a hypocrite?
I loved you dearly my prince
But I don't deserve you
I hate what I've become
A hypocrite, a betrayer of trust.
Oh cursed feelings leave me be
Let me sleep tonight
Let me lie in this bed of thorns
The reminder of my deed.
My pillow is soaked with tears
Shed in horror at what I did
Black mascara lines bisect my face
I'm drowning in my sorrow.
To reverse time, I would give up everything
Bur for fear of repeating the deed
You say we are still friends
But how can I forgive myself?
The answer is I can't.