Never wanted this,
Never wanted this

Epitome of bittersweet
Wanting something you can never have

It hurts seeing you

Walking past
So beautiful
Walking by
So lovely
Hurts so good it makes me want to cry
Tired of this
Lost inside
Tired the pain
Storm tossed inside

Never wanted this,
Never wanted this

Feeling like a child again
Whispering feelings to my friends
Never thought I'd feel the end
It hurts so much
Pain so good
Defining me,
Letting me realize I'm Alive
Letting me know that I can feel Love
Letting me know that I can feel Heartache

Broken inside but I am alive
Yet the Love lingers on
And I want to touch you,
I want to hold you,
I want to call you mine
But now everything's broken
And no one has told me why
And no one has told me why

Blind eyes lead me to this place
Unfeeling hands lead me to this place
And still I don't even know where they lead you

Can't forget what's in my heart
What I forget is how to start
Finding where youendandIbegin

So each day I talk to you
I listen to that part of myself,
That piece of my heart you hold in your hands,
That you carry with you wherever you go.

It makes me wonder how you are
And think about you,
It makes me happy when you are
And sad when you are,
It makes me worry about you
And care about you,
And love you.

That piece of me is with you,
I can't seem to retrieve it
And I'm not sure I want to
But all I know is...

I never wanted this,
I don't want this

Even though I want you.

05/13/2004