Before
I thought this feeling
Was good for me
Was a blessing in disguise
That we could be more
Than just friends
And that it would blossom
Inside my bosom

Now
I'm just waiting
Waiting for this feeling
To go away
To get away from me
To leave me
In peace

After this poem is done
I just want you
To leave me
In peace
Away from you
Away from your aspirations
I don't want your friendship
At the cost of your love
So please
Just
Leave me

Forever.