"Loving Her"

You stand so close I could touch you
But all I can do is watch
Because you love my best friend
But even though I still wish
This ugly hurtful wish
That you loved me instead of her
But I guess I am happy
For her that is
I have never seen her so happy
Once depressed
Spirit broken
You lifted her up
And made her
The energetic laughing girl
She once was
This should be enough for me
But its not
I am selfish
I want you to hold me
To look at me
The same way you do to her
You stand so close to me
Teasing me
Rubbing in the fact that you don't love me
That instead you love her