I can't take it, its just too much.
I can't take it, I'm going to crack.
I can't last much longer.
Someone help me but none really can.
This task is meant for me.
No band of friends to have.
Choked sobs of dried tears,
Hurt more than all my fears.
Though eyes be dry I still do hurt.
But solemn vow not to curse
The one who does this now.
T'was not their fault, I am, though bound.
Forced to think and never do
Forced to ponder all the clues
Made to wonder at this and that
While the joys of living pass.
Forced to muse about all feuds,
Wishing an end to quarrels new and own,
All the while neglecting what I have sown.