TORRENT OF EMOTIONS

torrent of emotions, ones I

can't explain, stuck in an

abyss of pain. Blinded by

darkness, deaf by hate, I have

now accepted my fate. It

hurts to breathe, hurts to see,

hurts to think, to be me. Hurts

to smile, pretend I'm something I'm

not. Colors surround me; blood red.

I scream at the top of my lungs, no one hears a

Goddamn sound; they're too busy

having fun. I cry in her face, but she

can't see me, her life is

too important. God, free me from this

prison! I can't see a thing! I'm so

fucking lost, and hurting so bad.

I'm bleeding inside, bleeding to

death, and no one gives a damn.

I fall to my knees, and finally realize...

I. AM. HOPELESS.

JAY