TORRENT OF EMOTIONS
torrent of emotions, ones I
can't explain, stuck in an
abyss of pain. Blinded by
darkness, deaf by hate, I have
now accepted my fate. It
hurts to breathe, hurts to see,
hurts to think, to be me. Hurts
to smile, pretend I'm something I'm
not. Colors surround me; blood red.
I scream at the top of my lungs, no one hears a
Goddamn sound; they're too busy
having fun. I cry in her face, but she
can't see me, her life is
too important. God, free me from this
prison! I can't see a thing! I'm so
fucking lost, and hurting so bad.
I'm bleeding inside, bleeding to
death, and no one gives a damn.
I fall to my knees, and finally realize...
I. AM. HOPELESS.