I Hate You

I'll finally say it

I hate you

More than the stress that tears me down

More than late nights of work and strain

More than the people who think they're "friends"

More than my fear of myself

I despise you

You tear my image into dust

So I'll need you

To make it all right

But you're wrong

I'll never need you

I'd be the lesbian they consider me

I'd be the prude they hate in me

I'd be the bitch they fear in me

So I can nothing to you

I'll finally admit it

I hate you

More than the pain you've caused me

More than the false rejection you gave me

More than the way you ignored me

More than hate can allow

You try to uncover my lust

So I'll need you

To make it all right

But you're wrong

I'll never heed you

I'd live in solitude, hated and lonely

I'd be the wrong you try to right in me

I'll be the purity you'll never see

So I can keep it all from you

I'll finally admit it

I miss you

One last breath, please release me

One last tear, feel damn guilty

One last glance, take a picture of me

It's all you'll ever have