You are on my mind,
All the time.
I can't help but think of you.
But when you kiss her lips,
I cry invisible tears.
When you're holding her,
On those nights so cold,
I wish I were there,
I wish you loved me,
But that shall never be.

Yet no matter how I think of you,
No matter how it hurts,
How it slashes me apart,
Inside and out.
I'll let it be.
I see you hold her hand,
See you smile at her,
Like you once smiled at me.
I see your eyes light up,
Like they once did with me.
But now it's her that you want.
It's her you love,
Her you trust.
Her you want to be with.

I'll sink into the past.
Become a memory,
I still love you babe,
But it was never meant to be.

By Siobhan
Date: 7/June/2004