No Hope

I don't love,
But I don't hate.
I don't believe
In what you call blind faith.

I can't find luck
Because there's no such thing.
I can't find light
Where only darkness is seen.

I can't define family
Because I don't know what it's for.
I don't know what peace feels like
Because this life's a constant war.

I don't feel hapiness
Because it's too hard to cope.
I just want to be done with this
Because I have lost all hope.