Self inflicted
Written by Felicia Spencer

AN: I was in my bad place when I wrote this. I was really depressed, and I
came out with this very dark song. I don't know if this song was spurned
from the depression or what, but I was going to trash it. Then I thought
that I would keep it, and post it. So let me know what me you think. Maybe
your review will make me happy.


This nightmare I'm living
Is killing me inside
I'm wounded so badly
I think I'm going to die
I can't breathe, I can't speak
My defenses is low
I hope you take pride
In knowing that I have to go

It's something that I'd hate to do
I'm blaming it on you

[Chorus]
Insanity's brewing deep inside of me
I can't hold on much longer
I need to break free
I have a morbid desire of curiosity
Of what it would feel like
To simply cease to be

You're the one that's killing me
That's the way it has to be

The knife's in my wrists
And there's blood everywhere
I still feel a little angry
Because you just don't care
This blood is a symbol
Of the things I'd do for you
Still you turn away from me
While I'm turning blue

It's something that I'd hate to do
I'm blaming it on you

[Chorus]
Insanity's brewing deep inside of me
I can't hold on much longer
I need to break free
I have a morbid desire of curiosity
Of what it would feel like
To simply cease to be

It's something that I'd hate to do
I'm blaming it on you

[Bridge]
Bloodstains surrounds me
I can't hear a sound
My heart has stopped beating
There's chaos all around
They pick me up and bag me up
Remove me from the ground
This nightmare is over
And you're nowhere around

It's something that I'd hate do
I've done this all for you

[Chorus]
Insanity's brewing deep inside of me
I can't hold on much longer
I need to break free
I have a morbid desire of curiosity
Of what it would feel like
To simply cease to be