Insomnia as an act of escape from the beautiful nightmares of you

Woke up early just to stop dreaming of you
Nightmares of daydreams I spent thinking of you
And now I want to hate so bad
Why would you let your love leave me this mad?

And in my unconsciousness I saw you
An angelic devil who held me and let me fall through
Now a million miles an hour is to slow
To be in love with you and have to let you go

Finally figured out why I love you
It's because I hate loving you
You don't love me anymore and it's not ok
You said you'd stay
Why the fuck did you run away...

Why can't we be like we used to be
Careless and free like you wanted to be
Why can't I see you've fallen from me?
I can't hold on to a hand that's let go from me
You already
Let go.. (Why can't we be?)
Let go. (Fallen)
Let go. (Fallen from me)

In my dreams I still see you
Is this what insomnia is all about?
Haunting my sleep for so long
I don't think I can go back to rewrite my wrong

I stay awake and I can't feel you next to me
Do you really want to hear how you got the best of me?
Is that what you want the rest to see
Me lonely and you happy without me

Why can't we be like we used to be
Careless and free like I want us to be
Why can't I see that you've fallen from me?
I can't hold on to a hand that's let go from me
You already
Let go.. (Why can't we be?)
Let go. (Fallen)
Let go. (Fallen from me)
[Screaming]
Fuck my nightmares. Let them destroy me.
Fuck my nightmares. Let them destroy me.
Fuck my nightmares. Let them destroy me.
Fuck my nightmares. Let them destroy me.
Is this what insomnia is all about?
Fuck my nightmares. Let them destroy me.
Is this what insomnia is all about?
Fuck my nightmares. Let them destroy me.
What's this all about?