O God

O God what a struggle everyday has become.
when did life suddenly get so hard?
I cant remember the last time
the day went smoothly.
Things have gotten so complicated
and ive lost control of everything,
Have You?

O God whens the last time i smiled?
Seems like some people are determined
to suck the spirit right out of me.
They are slowly prevailing.
I feel so low and the life has been stolen from me
Have You?

O God have i missed all the signs?
Am i missing the signals?
i feel so lost, as though am wondering aimlessly
I've lost all sense of direction
Have You?

O God when did everything become desolate.
People ive considered safe have vanished suddenly.
I feel forsaken.
Everyone has left me.
Have You?