Culprit for Heartbreak
Fear,
Trembles down my,
Subzero spine,
Freezing me on the spot
Being a marionette puppet,
Controlled by unsteady hands,
I shake
Nervousness ensnares me
As if my mind is being tickled,
It is out of breath,
And cannot think,
React,
Concentrate,
Move or even merely function
I stop,
The universe fast forwards,
I come alive,
The world is miles ahead,
Of me
I am paralyzed,
In my nightmares
I am calm and free,
In my dreams and reveries
I am frozen,
In reality,
And make a fool of myself,
In front of,
You
Fear,
Makes me quiver,
Stall,
Loose precious time,
Moments,
That will never be brought back
Times aimed to be flawless,
Perfect,
Memorable,
Reverse to be train wrecks,
Mangled pride,
Souls,
Hearts,
Deranged perception
Senses fail
Emotions wrestle,
Inside my fearful self,
Afraid of rejection,
Being turned down
Heartbreak,
Is all too common,
A result of the strings,
Controlling us,
Dictating what we can and cannot do,
In twisted and disturbing,
Unseen ways
Invisible wires,
Constrict us until,
They are cut by scissors,
Scissors only we control
And only when our wings spread,
Will our scissors chop our strings,
Our sorrowful fear,
Regret and shame
Only then will,
We be free
Fear,
Controls us,
Invades our mind,
Captures it temporarily,
And embarrasses us
Fear,
Is single-handedly responsible for,
Heartbreak