"Hope"

And when his kiss sends shivers up my spine
I hope you feel it
And when his hand reaches for mine
I hope you see it
And whenever I smile just for him
I can't help but hope you can't breathe
And everytime he leans in real close
and whispers, "I love you"
I can't help but hope you scream

'Cause I can't help but feel
My happiness hurts your pride
and everytime you see me laugh
You die a little bit inside

You caused me pain, I won't deny
But it was worth it all
to see that pain reflected in your eyes

So everytime you see us touch
I hope it lingers in your dreams
and you realize how you've lost so much
And I've lost nothing - or so it seems.